i dunno

Um, I have a project that I was supposed to complete this summer. The project calls for Microsoft Publisher. That's the only program we are allowed to use. I don't have Publisher. So, I'm screwed. Eff. Well, the guy I like, is um, staying distant. We haven't talked in what seems like FOREVER. It's only been two days. But still. I just sit there, staring at his name on Facebook and Skype. I wish he would talk to me. This silence is killing me inside. Ugh. The life of a teenage girl. So dramatic right? Haha. Well, school starts soon. Freshman orientation is next Thursday, the 4th. I'm going in the afternoon, because that's when people with the last names between M-Z go. WAIT. The guy I like will be there! His last name starts with an S like mine. Maybe he'll talk to me then. Haha. Did I ever mention that he invited me to his party? Well, he invited me maybe a week ago. And guess what... He canceled it. EFFFFFFF. Gosh, I definitely do NOT live for these type of moments.